I used to philosophize but it would sound so superficial; so instead I became a philologist. I studied that superficially so I could then at least talk in depth about it.
If the entire universe is ordered, the only power we feel we can exert is a resistance to that order. Free will then is only an exertion of resistance.
Then becomes the cost of resistance to the order of the universe. The greater the resistance, the greater the cost.
Is the attempt to live within, aligned with, or the acceptance of the universal order.