Too difficult. Though I don’t like admitting it.
I research words and phrases. Sometimes they are way too personal.
I read them again seeking small parts to take away and smell, or hold up to light, maybe try to taste or wear them.
Most times I sigh, or spit them out, and move on.
I have certain preferences but don’t we all…
On The Abstruse Poem
Esoterica
I fear-ica
A canard bard
Is hard… so very hard
The Writer's Village 
“Most times I sigh, or spit them out, and move on.” I normally spit them out too. They taste bad and I sure don’t want to vomit them.
no one wants to suffer poetic bulimia… 😉